I have a personal report to make that accounts for part of the reason why I continue to write these Diaper Reports.
My mother, Berta Peters, passed yesterday. It was not unexpected, as she had Alzheimers and had been in decline for some time. But that is not what I wanted to report. What I wanted to report is what was not expected – about four years ago, when my mom was “locked down” within the care facility where she was then living, per the order of Virginia’s then-Gesundheitsfuhrer Ralph Northam.
As a result, I did not see her again for about another year – by which time the Alzheimers disease had progressed to the point that it was no longer possible to have the kinds of conversations one has with people who can still understand you. And who still recognize you. After a year of what amounted to imprisonment sans conviction in a maximum security facility where the “unclean” – i.e., the Undiapered and the Unvaccinated – were not allowed within – we (my sister and I) were finally allowed to see her again.
But we’ll never get that year back.
That year during which she declined from forgetful to unintelligible. It was not long before she no longer recognized us, her children. When we went to visit, we might as well have been total strangers to her. We never had the time with her to say our goodbyes when she could still understand them – and know it was us saying them.
That is the price we (and she) paid to placate the fears of dupes who were duped by people so evil it is difficult to articulate using words. The feeling – of wanting to smash these people in the face with one’s fist – is much more expressive. And more than that, justified. Because what was done to us – and to millions of others – is something that has yet to be redressed. They hope we will forgive and forget – or at least, forget.
And without so much as an apology.
Not I.
This, by the way, includes the one who has yet to apologize for what he did – and did not do. That man being the Orange Man.
I voted for the man – again – because the prospect of the alternative seemed to me to be not merely worse but certainly worse. Trump, I thought, might be an improvement. Or at least, not worse. That has yet to be determined.
We’ll soon see.
For instance, whether he pardons the poor souls who have been locked down – literally – in federal prison these past four years for showing up at the Capitol to seek redress of their grievances, styled an “insurrection” by the awful people who locked them up once they acquired the power to do so. Trump will soon have the power to release them from their bondage – assuming the inauguration is not cancelled because of a war with Russia incited by the same people who locked up the “insurrectionists.”
If he does not release them when he has the power to do so, then we will know that we may as well have voted for the certainly worse alternative, because he will have established that he is just as bad.
Maybe worse.
I worry that he will prove to be worse – on account of what he has already failed to do. That being to apologize for what was done to us when he had the power to prevent it. He could have ended the “emergency” that he declared when it was obvious there wasn’t one. Not in terms of death in the air, that is. This was evident by the summer of 2020, when it was clear “the cases! the cases!” were nothing more than deliberately hystericized hype that conflated dodgy test results with the near-certainty of death. He had to know this was bullshit – and so he had to know that the “lockdowns” were not just unwarranted bullshit (it is never warranted to “lock down” an allegedly free people) but evil bullshit. That people were being denied the opportunity to live on account of a vicious, unprecedented fraud – and being punished if they did not go along with it.
Yet he went along with it – and worse.
His “emergency” decree enabled the drug cartels to push their drugs on people with near-impunity, backed by the force of government, which used its powers to force private employers to push drug-taking on employees.
On kids in school.
He has yet to apologize for his role in this and for that reason I have to to forgive him. And I will never forgive the sons-of-bitches who are responsible for “locking down” my mom at a time in her life when she was already confused and fearful and placed her among complete strangers in a facility I was not permitted to enter at all for some time and then only if I put on that god-damned thing, which I would not do because I will not play along with evil – because I understand that playing along with evil is never good. That submitting only leads to more and worse.
Those sons-of-bitches have earned my eternal hate.
God-damn them, every single one.
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I am sorry for your loss. May your mother be happy and free on the other side.
My cousin succumbed to the effects of the jab a year ago. My 20 year old nephew is in the hospital with an unusual mass of something growing around his heart. No one will even ask if the “vaccine” is related. They can’t face the possibility. But how can we move forward if we’re not allowed to ask questions or tell the truth?
Sorry about your Mom. I too will never forget what was stolen.
The fraud was the disease itself. Covid was made up to scare folks into taking the clot shot. If it existed at all it was no more than another variation of the common cold/flu. The fake and manipulable PCR made it easy to scare people. They killed the inventor just prior to their fake op knowing he would let the cat out of the bag. There was/is NO TEST that could verify Covid or any other Flu/cold. The psyop was so good there are still some that swear they had/have the disease. Unpossible. They’re still using the same tests they themselves admitted did not work.
Do not expect an apology. Do not forgive,,, only God can do that. We are nothing but animals to the powers that control us. It says so in their religion. One doesn’t apologize when a cow is butchered. These jerkoffs are simply removing the trash. No apologies necessary as far as they’re concerned.
The situation you and millions of others experienced was simply due to massive insanity of the Medical Industrial Complex believing what they were being told even though it went against most of their medical training. Note that very few ‘doctors’ have apologized for their non professional behavior. There are still medical clinics requiring/requesting masking up.
George Carlin had it right. (Rest his soul) He believed NOTHING the government and/or its affiliates put out.
They are depending on our world renowned short memories. To help that along they are covering the Covid up with the threat of WW3. And like Covid,,, just about every pundit is helping them push it.
Ukraine and Palestine are also psyops being used to overwrite our memories of Covid. Trouble here is they could get out of hand and actually go hot. Each Russian redline crossed is another notch up the fear scale.
I am surprised of the small pushback relatives of those sacrificed for the cause of population reduction. Covid was a stupid operation that almost succeeded due to an extremely dumbed down society.
Next time they will be more careful… and there will be a next time (trust me). In the meantime,,, using our money,,, they’ll kill as many as possible with their conventional, weather, psychological, poisoning of food and water, and medical wars. They may go fake nuclear like they did with Hiroshima and Nagasaki to scare many to death.
With trillions of our money,,, nothing is impossible for them. [ do you really think all that money missing over the past 30 years in the audits are just accounting errors!]
Sorry for the loss of your mother Eric. Her and millions of others are testament to the poisoning of our air, food and water. Government and its corporate children as we know it today must be vanished from this planet or this crap will continue. There is no such thing as a benevolent government.
I’m so sorry to hear of the loss of your mother. I lost mine through the process of dementia as well. It was probably the most painful experience of my life to date. Within a few months after she died I sort of forgot how awful she looked toward the end of her life. I looked through many photos in her prime and my memories of her soon became much more happy. I wish the same for you.
My sincere condolences, Eric. I have been through that myself. I hope you will be doing okay. Thanks for all you are doing to get the word out and keep us informed. God bless
While reading the comments, I was reminded of this scene:
‘V For Vendetta: God is in the rain.’
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXf6wxeMFHc
And, this one:
‘V For Vendetta – “Is it meaningless to apologize?”‘
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yq1qMRmimiQ
So sorry for your loss.
May her memory be a blessing.
Those who did this may not face justice in this world, but will certainly face justice in the world to come.
I went through the exact same thing last year. For me it was easier, the dementia takes them from us long before hey physically die. My condolences, keep yourself well and seek closure and peace.
As to the rest, don’t hate, it is destructive and unproductive. The communists are evil, and hate feeds their evil. But there is always consequences, and a whole nation (or enough to matter) woke up to the communist nature of the system we’ve been living under for all of my life. From the kids like my youngest daughter denied their proms and graduations, to many conservatives who thought the system could be redeemed, there has been an awakening and the beginnings of an education. Keep up the good work.
Going forward know that her spirit will always be with you. I was a care giver for both my parents for many years. Their passing took parts of me, and I still grieve at times after quite a few years. I kept both of their old cars, and remember the many adventures we shared when I drive them. Be gentle with yourself.
Sincere condolences to you and your family Eric.
And yes orange man NEEDS to apologize and repent for his role in the covid me-too freakout that mass murdered millions. He won’t.
Meet the new boss. Same as the old boss. Literally.
My sincere condolences on your loss. Thank you for your writings. An island of reason in a sea of insanity.
Thanks, Michael –
I’m going to go for a run later today; the weather’s nice and that helps. I appreciate the kindness you and everyone else here have shown me.
Eric, I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. It is one of the most difficult of losses. Separating people from their families when they needed them the most was unconscionable. She must have been very proud to have you for a son.
My condolences to you and your family. To lose someone loved leaves a great emptiness.
I thank you for the work you are doing.
Thanks, Euro –
It does. And there is anger (in me and many others) in addition to the sadness of the loss, which was inevitable. Because what they did to us all was completely unnecessary and malicious.
So sorry for your loss. My father is in decline as well, either dementia or Alzheimer’s. Either way the prospect isn’t good.
I’ll go out on a limb and say that Trump was played by the system. First they got him to start reimbursing states for COVID costs by paying out for deaths. It didn’t take long for the hospital administrators to see the cash cow of simply checking off a box, especially with the “everyone has it” COVID tests that are now pretty much universally debunked as junk. Then the psychopath governor of New York, Andrew Cuomo (spit), caught on and did everything to actually cause more deaths. Remember the ventilator crisis? That’s pretty much the last ditch effort to save someone. Then they advised Trump that instead of letting the germ run it’s course, it would be better to stop it, something that was never tried except in China (which all of the sudden got religion about sanitation).
There was plenty that could have been done before, but that didn’t “stop the spread.” Heck the two times I’ve been infected with the dreaded virus a couple of glasses of tonic water took care of everything, along with NyQuil and chicken soup. Granted, I’m no longer a smoker. But quinine and chicken broth are cheap. Can’t make money off that! And can’t get a president to worry when cures are pretty simple. So show him a bunch of scary charts and graphs, plant “Outbreak” in his Netflix cue, and get an overreaction.
From his view in the Oval Office, all those cases (big number fatigue) means something awful must be happening. It’s a common problem, made worse by people who desired an overreaction. When Trump himself caught the bug and praised ivermectin, the press either suppressed the discussion or just mocked him. Because Pfizer had to make their payday.
Let’s not forget the Pfizer “vaccine” that isn’t. It had very complicated storage and transportation requirements, had a long list of side effects and ultimately didn’t work. Yet they got away with stabbing it into the arms of billions of people. I’m imagining if there are ever any lawsuits that make it to trial the lawyers for the defense will just declare that the lot numbers in question weren’t handled properly, so it’s not their fault. Go after the shipper, the local clinic, the nurses that injected you. Lots of opportunity for the broth to be spoiled.
My condolences on the death of your mom Eric.
These draconian lockdowns & measures had no effect on the spread of the dreaded COVID, but did cause MASSIVE damage to society that we’re still feeling today. By the way, do you know if your state’s then Governor was one of the governors who was ordering nursing homes to take in COVID patients? “Having COVID patients” may have also been used as an excuse to prevent people from visiting loved ones who were in a nursing home. I’ve also read stories about governors who did that and it resulted in the deaths of numerous senior citizens, which I can’t help but think was premeditated murder on the part of governors who did that. IIRC, in New York state alone, THOUSANDS of people died from then Governor Andrew Cuomo’s diktats that nursing homes take COVID patients.
I am very sorry for your mother and the wasted year. I worked at Massachusetts General Hospital during that time and we had a few coworkers, along with many patients and families, that experienced the same. I made the f*ck*rs fire me by refusing the shot after 22 years there. I can confirm 1/2 the staff were happy not to deal with families and relished the power and control. A very passive aggressive group of Karen’s they are. My coworkers who experienced this treatment were not immune and never forgave MGH.
Thank you for your work here.
Sincerest sympathies for your mom’s death, Eric.
She brought you up well. Through you her memory lives on.
So sorry about your mom Eric, sending prayers for you and your family.
The evil bastards who brought this upon us need to swing from the end of a rope.
None of us should ever forgive or forget.
Thanks, Mike – and everyone.
It’s been a tough week. But it’s done now.
Sorry for your loss Eric. May the good memories you have of her lesson your pain. May her good qualities live on in you.
Thoughts and prayers for your mom Eric.
My sincere condolences, Eric.
The loss of a parent is always difficult. The scamdemic made it exponentially worse.
You have my deepest condolences. It must be tough to have written and shared the suffering you and your mother endured at the hands of these tyrants.
May there be a special place in hell for those that did this to so many of our elderly loved ones.
Like you, I will never forgive or forget what they have done to us.
“Those sons-of-bitches have earned my eternal hate.
God-damn them, every single one.”
Same here. If they seek absolution, they should see a priest. I will neither forgive nor forget.
Sorry about your mom, Eric. The neurological diseases are cruel.