I have a personal report to make that accounts for part of the reason why I continue to write these Diaper Reports.
My mother, Berta Peters, passed yesterday. It was not unexpected, as she had Alzheimers and had been in decline for some time. But that is not what I wanted to report. What I wanted to report is what was not expected – about four years ago, when my mom was “locked down” within the care facility where she was then living, per the order of Virginia’s then-Gesundheitsfuhrer Ralph Northam.
As a result, I did not see her again for about another year – by which time the Alzheimers disease had progressed to the point that it was no longer possible to have the kinds of conversations one has with people who can still understand you. And who still recognize you. After a year of what amounted to imprisonment sans conviction in a maximum security facility where the “unclean” – i.e., the Undiapered and the Unvaccinated – were not allowed within – we (my sister and I) were finally allowed to see her again.
But we’ll never get that year back.
That year during which she declined from forgetful to unintelligible. It was not long before she no longer recognized us, her children. When we went to visit, we might as well have been total strangers to her. We never had the time with her to say our goodbyes when she could still understand them – and know it was us saying them.
That is the price we (and she) paid to placate the fears of dupes who were duped by people so evil it is difficult to articulate using words. The feeling – of wanting to smash these people in the face with one’s fist – is much more expressive. And more than that, justified. Because what was done to us – and to millions of others – is something that has yet to be redressed. They hope we will forgive and forget – or at least, forget.
And without so much as an apology.
Not I.
This, by the way, includes the one who has yet to apologize for what he did – and did not do. That man being the Orange Man.
I voted for the man – again – because the prospect of the alternative seemed to me to be not merely worse but certainly worse. Trump, I thought, might be an improvement. Or at least, not worse. That has yet to be determined.
We’ll soon see.
For instance, whether he pardons the poor souls who have been locked down – literally – in federal prison these past four years for showing up at the Capitol to seek redress of their grievances, styled an “insurrection” by the awful people who locked them up once they acquired the power to do so. Trump will soon have the power to release them from their bondage – assuming the inauguration is not cancelled because of a war with Russia incited by the same people who locked up the “insurrectionists.”
If he does not release them when he has the power to do so, then we will know that we may as well have voted for the certainly worse alternative, because he will have established that he is just as bad.
Maybe worse.
I worry that he will prove to be worse – on account of what he has already failed to do. That being to apologize for what was done to us when he had the power to prevent it. He could have ended the “emergency” that he declared when it was obvious there wasn’t one. Not in terms of death in the air, that is. This was evident by the summer of 2020, when it was clear “the cases! the cases!” were nothing more than deliberately hystericized hype that conflated dodgy test results with the near-certainty of death. He had to know this was bullshit – and so he had to know that the “lockdowns” were not just unwarranted bullshit (it is never warranted to “lock down” an allegedly free people) but evil bullshit. That people were being denied the opportunity to live on account of a vicious, unprecedented fraud – and being punished if they did not go along with it.
Yet he went along with it – and worse.
His “emergency” decree enabled the drug cartels to push their drugs on people with near-impunity, backed by the force of government, which used its powers to force private employers to push drug-taking on employees.
On kids in school.
He has yet to apologize for his role in this and for that reason I have to to forgive him. And I will never forgive the sons-of-bitches who are responsible for “locking down” my mom at a time in her life when she was already confused and fearful and placed her among complete strangers in a facility I was not permitted to enter at all for some time and then only if I put on that god-damned thing, which I would not do because I will not play along with evil – because I understand that playing along with evil is never good. That submitting only leads to more and worse.
Those sons-of-bitches have earned my eternal hate.
God-damn them, every single one.
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My condolences to you and your family Eric on the passing of your Mom.
Eric – My condolences and prayers to you and your family over your loss!
I have read your awesome column for several years now, but seldom comment. What was done in the name of “public health” was disgusting and cruel to you and to the millions who had similar experiences.
Sorry to hear about your mom Eric. My dad died, several years ago, from Alzheimer’s and it was long, drawn out, and got pretty ugly. I mean, he “forgot” how to talk, how to use the bathroom, how to walk, how to stand, and how to eat. Ultimately, they stopped his feeding tube, and I was told that he lived on for a few more days after that. It’s not really “forgetting” as you probably know but that seems to be what most people understand it as being. It’s more that the brain just stops working. It’s very cruel. So, I can relate to what you and your family went through.
Keep working your mind Eric. And maybe read some “A Midwestern Doctor” on Substack or even Mercola about how you can mitigate cognitive decline.
Speaking of Substack, if you want to read reasonably accurate analysis of the Russia/Ukraine situation, go look up “Simplicius”. He has said, and I think is correct, that Russia is no stranger to these kinds of provocations. They don’t want a nuclear war, but nobody should listen to an iota of the propaganda that suggests they’re in the least bit “hesitant”… to survive.
“A world without Russia… (etc)” is what they say. It’s not worth it to them to be conquered and, if we fuck with them enough, they will absolutely pull the trigger.
But, at the same time, they’re not humanity-hating demons like the people that run our government and the EU. They’re fully aware of the schedule and they will wait to deal with Trump and take it on the chin. They’re completely dominating the battlefield, and have been doing so, for quite some time.
Now, the problem with Trump in this situation, is just like the problem with “those beautiful vaccines”, and even with his adulation of Israel. Trump lives in an alternate reality, well insulated, even “immunized” from it. He thinks that he’ll wave his magic wand and the Russians will settle.
They won’t. No way. They’ve been punked one too many times by these US/NATO psychopaths. “The fooled can’t be fooled a second time” or however that dumb shit saying goes. Russia is going to win and they’re going to get everything they want, or the US/NATO can join in, and we can all be incinerated.
It’ll only hurt for a second, if you’re close to the blast radius. If you’re out in the sticks. Heck, like you are Eric, radiation poisoning is an awful way to go. That will take days or weeks maybe. I’m dead, right away, for sure. I’m 1.5 hours away from DC.
The medical establishment is a special kind of evil, as a separate matter. And that is how they have negotiated/articulated/weaseled their way into the positions of power over us that they have. They are phenomenally evil. Just as evil, if not more, than the demons that would rather incinerate humanity than give up a bit of power for a while.
All of it is nearly incomprehensible, if we weren’t actually living through it.
You know Eric, you have always had good arguments to hold your nose and vote for the lesser of two evils. I have never said anything about that because I respect your very well-articulated and thoughtful arguments. The only argument that I have against it is that I refuse to participate in an obvious farce because it would tend to give it legitimacy. That’s all I’ve got. Sounds selfish, I know.
I think that humanity will be lucky to survive these boss-level demons, e.g., US/NATO, EU, WEF, WHO, Big Pharma, etc., etc. Maybe there actually will be a “second coming”? I’m not counting on it TBH, but the level of insanity here is beyond anything that I could have ever imagined and here we are.
Eric, I am right with you on this topic. My father, who died in January 2023, was also in a memory home when the plandemic hit and it was a looonnnggg time before we were able to visit him in his room. By that time he was no longer speaking and was very withdrawn, completely the opposite of how he was prior to the plandemic. The fucking assisted living facility, that was pillaging my inheritance at the tune of 8 grand a month to do nothing more than lock him in a room, was more concerned about him catching covid, god forbid he die earlier so you don’t steal as much, than his mental well being. I will never, ever forgive these ghouls who perpetrated such heinous evil across the land. Your mother is at peace now brother, take as much solace as you can from that fact.
I am sorry to hear about the loss of your mother Eric. May she rest in peace.
My sincere condolences Eric. What happened to you and your family is absolutely horrible and it is despicable, and the perps want us to forgive and forget. If we foolishly allow them to get away with their mass murder they will only reorganize and do it again.
Those bastards deserve more than your fist followed by my fist. Fauci and his entourage deserve death by public hanging, they killed millions, the estimate for Covid vaxx deaths in the USA is 20 million, a number radio host Jeff Rense mentions weekly. And those injections are still killing, I’ve read about the new epidemic of turbo cancers.
Covid-19 was never isolated or proven, this chart shows how the normal influenza cycle was absconded to use for Covid fakery:
https://rense.com//1.mpicons/slider20200710/flu.jpg
That chart is from the Jeff Rense website. I have met him and he is the real deal and a gentleman, as are you. You ought to give him a call and get on his radio show, does 3 hours every night 6-9 pm PST. I’ve listened to him for decades. Jeff is into old cars and motorcycles, you two might click.
Condolences Eric. May your mother rest in peace.
Condolences for your loss. Be the best son you can by honoring her memory and keep the attitude she brought you up to have.
So sorry to hear about this Eric.
I only take solace that my mom is in a better place.
I’m sincerely sorry Eric, not just for losing her but losing that year in which she was conscious enough to recognize and enjoy you, but sadly also experience the fear and unconscionable abuse. This is the greatest crime against humanity in world history, and no one has paid the slightest price for it. Knowing that, there will be more.
More importantly, as hard as it had to be, I admire you for refusing to kowtow to evil just to get in there. Like you, I’m a man of principle and I would not bow to such evil abuse and degradation.
I hope you and she can reach the point of peace.
Finally, I’m every bit as mad as the fuckin faggots and big businesses throughout society who proved to be enablers to these gross human rights abuses. As far as I’m concerned, they are accomplices. Fuck ’em all.
I am so very sorry for your loss, Eric.
I will pray for you and your mother in my Rosary today.
Réquiem ætérnam dona ei Dómine, et lux perpétua lucéat ei. Requiéscat in pace. Amen.
My condolences to you and your sister on the loss of your mother.
Sorry for your loss Eric, my condolences
May she Rest In Peace
Very sorry for your loss. Wishing you peace in this difficult time.
I’m very sorry to hear of your loss, Eric. Mostly, the loss of the time you would’ve had with your mom that was stolen from you.
Somewhat the opposite happened with my mom, a year-and-a-half ago. She had broken a leg during a fall, and it was recommended by the hospital that we put her in one of those death camps (“assisted-living facilities”) for “rehabilitation”.
They didn’t give a shit regarding the survival of any of their “tenants”. Oh, some of them wore face diapers, but what happened was nothing short of willful negligence.
They put a sick and coughing woman in the room with my mom, and before very long, both she and my dad were sick with the Kung Flu and both would be put in the hospital. After they were released, my dad recovered while my mom slowly died in abject misery. Yes, she was one of the most vulnerable, being elderly and having an autoimmune disease. Didn’t make it any easier.
The one thing these “facilities” needed to learn was not that family should be kept from seeing their loved ones, which is absurd, but to not put fucking sick people with the otherwise healthy.
Again, my condolences Eric. I know what it is to want one more conversation with your mom and to know it will never happen. The only thing to do is enjoy every moment you have with those you have left.
Sorry to hear the sad news, Eric. My wife lost her mom to dementia towards the end of the “pandemic” (it pains me to type that word). She was in a memory care facility. They had their rules posted about masking up, but I never once put one of the damn things on. They didn’t give me much grief until after she died and we were there to move out her things.
Nurse Ratched followed me around insisting, but I told her to get lost, and went about my business.
Screw the simple automatons who went along with it, but screw extra hard the conspirators who brought this upon humanity. Eternal hellfire is waiting for them. In the meantime, I hope they suffer a life of mental and physical torment, followed by horrendously slow deaths.
I am sorry for your loss. May your mother be happy and free on the other side.
My cousin succumbed to the effects of the jab a year ago. My 20 year old nephew is in the hospital with an unusual mass of something growing around his heart. No one will even ask if the “vaccine” is related. They can’t face the possibility. But how can we move forward if we’re not allowed to ask questions or tell the truth?
Sorry about your Mom. I too will never forget what was stolen.
The fraud was the disease itself. Covid was made up to scare folks into taking the clot shot. If it existed at all it was no more than another variation of the common cold/flu. The fake and manipulable PCR made it easy to scare people. They killed the inventor just prior to their fake op knowing he would let the cat out of the bag. There was/is NO TEST that could verify Covid or any other Flu/cold. The psyop was so good there are still some that swear they had/have the disease. Unpossible. They’re still using the same tests they themselves admitted did not work.
Do not expect an apology. Do not forgive,,, only God can do that. We are nothing but animals to the powers that control us. It says so in their religion. One doesn’t apologize when a cow is butchered. These jerkoffs are simply removing the trash. No apologies necessary as far as they’re concerned.
The situation you and millions of others experienced was simply due to massive insanity of the Medical Industrial Complex believing what they were being told even though it went against most of their medical training. Note that very few ‘doctors’ have apologized for their non professional behavior. There are still medical clinics requiring/requesting masking up.
George Carlin had it right. (Rest his soul) He believed NOTHING the government and/or its affiliates put out.
They are depending on our world renowned short memories. To help that along they are covering the Covid up with the threat of WW3. And like Covid,,, just about every pundit is helping them push it.
Ukraine and Palestine are also psyops being used to overwrite our memories of Covid. Trouble here is they could get out of hand and actually go hot. Each Russian redline crossed is another notch up the fear scale.
I am surprised of the small pushback relatives of those sacrificed for the cause of population reduction. Covid was a stupid operation that almost succeeded due to an extremely dumbed down society.
Next time they will be more careful… and there will be a next time (trust me). In the meantime,,, using our money,,, they’ll kill as many as possible with their conventional, weather, psychological, poisoning of food and water, and medical wars. They may go fake nuclear like they did with Hiroshima and Nagasaki to scare many to death.
With trillions of our money,,, nothing is impossible for them. [ do you really think all that money missing over the past 30 years in the audits are just accounting errors!]
Sorry for the loss of your mother Eric. Her and millions of others are testament to the poisoning of our air, food and water. Government and its corporate children as we know it today must be vanished from this planet or this crap will continue. There is no such thing as a benevolent government.
I’m so sorry to hear of the loss of your mother. I lost mine through the process of dementia as well. It was probably the most painful experience of my life to date. Within a few months after she died I sort of forgot how awful she looked toward the end of her life. I looked through many photos in her prime and my memories of her soon became much more happy. I wish the same for you.
My sincere condolences, Eric. I have been through that myself. I hope you will be doing okay. Thanks for all you are doing to get the word out and keep us informed. God bless
While reading the comments, I was reminded of this scene:
‘V For Vendetta: God is in the rain.’
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXf6wxeMFHc
And, this one:
‘V For Vendetta – “Is it meaningless to apologize?”‘
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yq1qMRmimiQ
So sorry for your loss.
May her memory be a blessing.
Those who did this may not face justice in this world, but will certainly face justice in the world to come.
I went through the exact same thing last year. For me it was easier, the dementia takes them from us long before hey physically die. My condolences, keep yourself well and seek closure and peace.
As to the rest, don’t hate, it is destructive and unproductive. The communists are evil, and hate feeds their evil. But there is always consequences, and a whole nation (or enough to matter) woke up to the communist nature of the system we’ve been living under for all of my life. From the kids like my youngest daughter denied their proms and graduations, to many conservatives who thought the system could be redeemed, there has been an awakening and the beginnings of an education. Keep up the good work.
Going forward know that her spirit will always be with you. I was a care giver for both my parents for many years. Their passing took parts of me, and I still grieve at times after quite a few years. I kept both of their old cars, and remember the many adventures we shared when I drive them. Be gentle with yourself.
Sincere condolences to you and your family Eric.
And yes orange man NEEDS to apologize and repent for his role in the covid me-too freakout that mass murdered millions. He won’t.
Meet the new boss. Same as the old boss. Literally.
My sincere condolences on your loss. Thank you for your writings. An island of reason in a sea of insanity.
Thanks, Michael –
I’m going to go for a run later today; the weather’s nice and that helps. I appreciate the kindness you and everyone else here have shown me.
Eric, I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. It is one of the most difficult of losses. Separating people from their families when they needed them the most was unconscionable. She must have been very proud to have you for a son.
My condolences to you and your family. To lose someone loved leaves a great emptiness.
I thank you for the work you are doing.
Thanks, Euro –
It does. And there is anger (in me and many others) in addition to the sadness of the loss, which was inevitable. Because what they did to us all was completely unnecessary and malicious.
So sorry for your loss. My father is in decline as well, either dementia or Alzheimer’s. Either way the prospect isn’t good.
I’ll go out on a limb and say that Trump was played by the system. First they got him to start reimbursing states for COVID costs by paying out for deaths. It didn’t take long for the hospital administrators to see the cash cow of simply checking off a box, especially with the “everyone has it” COVID tests that are now pretty much universally debunked as junk. Then the psychopath governor of New York, Andrew Cuomo (spit), caught on and did everything to actually cause more deaths. Remember the ventilator crisis? That’s pretty much the last ditch effort to save someone. Then they advised Trump that instead of letting the germ run it’s course, it would be better to stop it, something that was never tried except in China (which all of the sudden got religion about sanitation).
There was plenty that could have been done before, but that didn’t “stop the spread.” Heck the two times I’ve been infected with the dreaded virus a couple of glasses of tonic water took care of everything, along with NyQuil and chicken soup. Granted, I’m no longer a smoker. But quinine and chicken broth are cheap. Can’t make money off that! And can’t get a president to worry when cures are pretty simple. So show him a bunch of scary charts and graphs, plant “Outbreak” in his Netflix cue, and get an overreaction.
From his view in the Oval Office, all those cases (big number fatigue) means something awful must be happening. It’s a common problem, made worse by people who desired an overreaction. When Trump himself caught the bug and praised ivermectin, the press either suppressed the discussion or just mocked him. Because Pfizer had to make their payday.
Let’s not forget the Pfizer “vaccine” that isn’t. It had very complicated storage and transportation requirements, had a long list of side effects and ultimately didn’t work. Yet they got away with stabbing it into the arms of billions of people. I’m imagining if there are ever any lawsuits that make it to trial the lawyers for the defense will just declare that the lot numbers in question weren’t handled properly, so it’s not their fault. Go after the shipper, the local clinic, the nurses that injected you. Lots of opportunity for the broth to be spoiled.
My condolences on the death of your mom Eric.
These draconian lockdowns & measures had no effect on the spread of the dreaded COVID, but did cause MASSIVE damage to society that we’re still feeling today. By the way, do you know if your state’s then Governor was one of the governors who was ordering nursing homes to take in COVID patients? “Having COVID patients” may have also been used as an excuse to prevent people from visiting loved ones who were in a nursing home. I’ve also read stories about governors who did that and it resulted in the deaths of numerous senior citizens, which I can’t help but think was premeditated murder on the part of governors who did that. IIRC, in New York state alone, THOUSANDS of people died from then Governor Andrew Cuomo’s diktats that nursing homes take COVID patients.
I am very sorry for your mother and the wasted year. I worked at Massachusetts General Hospital during that time and we had a few coworkers, along with many patients and families, that experienced the same. I made the f*ck*rs fire me by refusing the shot after 22 years there. I can confirm 1/2 the staff were happy not to deal with families and relished the power and control. A very passive aggressive group of Karen’s they are. My coworkers who experienced this treatment were not immune and never forgave MGH.
Thank you for your work here.
Sue the hospital.
Sincerest sympathies for your mom’s death, Eric.
She brought you up well. Through you her memory lives on.
So sorry about your mom Eric, sending prayers for you and your family.
The evil bastards who brought this upon us need to swing from the end of a rope.
None of us should ever forgive or forget.
Thanks, Mike – and everyone.
It’s been a tough week. But it’s done now.
Sorry for your loss Eric. May the good memories you have of her lesson your pain. May her good qualities live on in you.
Thoughts and prayers for your mom Eric.
My sincere condolences, Eric.
The loss of a parent is always difficult. The scamdemic made it exponentially worse.
You have my deepest condolences. It must be tough to have written and shared the suffering you and your mother endured at the hands of these tyrants.
May there be a special place in hell for those that did this to so many of our elderly loved ones.
Like you, I will never forgive or forget what they have done to us.
“Those sons-of-bitches have earned my eternal hate.
God-damn them, every single one.”
Same here. If they seek absolution, they should see a priest. I will neither forgive nor forget.
Sorry about your mom, Eric. The neurological diseases are cruel.